What’s Beautiful

It's the comedown of it all. the after splash, falling back, air rushing out of faux down, feeling the thought rush in, remembering that sweat is a response to heat not a cause of it. That natural occurrences are sometimes all that are needed to peel our psyche away from the glass of existence and … Continue reading What’s Beautiful

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“not being compelled to change someone,”

Q: If you could just start by describing yourself for me physically and emotionally. A: Emotionally intense, for sure. I'm really sensitive, I've gotten a lot more grounded the last few years in that I can be affected by something and then find my center pretty quickly and not get too off course, which has … Continue reading “not being compelled to change someone,”

“there are no boundaries”

Q: So, If you could start by describing yourself for me, physically and emotionally. A: Physically, tall, I'm like 5'10" and I have hips like my moms hips. Active I guess because I work out a lot. Pretty. Emotionally I guess sensitive but I try not to show it, so I guess more... I don't … Continue reading “there are no boundaries”

Differently and Better

I want the molecules of my body to fall apart. Slow disruption and destruction of self. Just like when you see large pieces of earth slide off of mountain sides from a distance, that's what I want of my body, to shed itself over and over into a pile of cubic pieces that make me: … Continue reading Differently and Better

“You are the best parts of yourself”

Q: So um… If I could have you start by describing yourself physically and emotionally. A: Ok. I have big brown eyes. I have a really small mouth. I’m really pale despite my heritage and ethnicity. I’m tall. I’m left handed. Emotionally, I’m a very apologetic person, very eccentric, very outgoing. I am also very … Continue reading “You are the best parts of yourself”

“a much better sense of what they should be getting”

Q: So, if you wouldn't mind describing yourself for me, physically and emotionally. A: Um. I am a small person physically but not a... but my personality is big and I think that small people attemt to compentsate by being bigger in ways they can get away with. So, emotionally I would say I'm relatively … Continue reading “a much better sense of what they should be getting”

To Think of You as a Map

To think of you as a map: To think that once I did not see you as I now do, the compass rose of your eyes: a rose from your lips a compass from the intent of your mind pulsating beautiful bronze-age thoughts to the crisp edges of you, beyond to the earth. To think … Continue reading To Think of You as a Map

6’3″ and 300 lbs.

Q: Describe yourself for me. A: Looks like a baby arm holding an apple. Q: No describe yourself physically and emotionally. A: Physically I'm a big dude; stand 6'3" weigh 300 pounds, size 13 shoe, wear a 13 and a half ring, y'know? That's a big finger, uh... emotionally? I'm a stable dude I wouldn't … Continue reading 6’3″ and 300 lbs.

“I don’t think I’m pretty in a standard way”

Q: So let's start with having you describe yourself, Physically and Emotionally. A: Physically... 5'2"... 'hundred pounds, I haven't grown since the eighth grade, I've always been a really really small person. I think I'm fuckin' cute (laughs) um... I don't know, I think I'm pretty but I don't think I'm pretty in a standard … Continue reading “I don’t think I’m pretty in a standard way”